why why why why why does he do this to me? i am a mess and he picks the absolute worst moments to hurt me. its like breaking up all over again. only this time its worse because he doesnt want to talk to me ever again. this time hes telling me we cant be friends. and im going to die. i love him. and he hates me. the only person i love hates me. the one boy ive trusted and told things ive never told to anyone hates me. all because of me. its really my fault. because i cant be the person he wants me to be. i cant keep my mouth shut.